So here I am at 1:00 am sitting in my bed alone. This weekend is drill weekend which means my husband is owned by the Marine Corps for the time being. It still surprises me that even though we have built our relationship on distance, I still cannot sleep when he is not laying next to me.
I thought that since I have nothing else to do that I would tell everyone about me and my life. I guess I am not sure what everyone says about being young and in love.. mostly because my family has always been supportive and I have never cared about anyone who jumped to put a label on my relationship. I always knew that the military would jump start my relationship. And I know it sounds crazy, but I truly did fall in Love with Andy within two weeks of knowing him. I didn't know I had the capability of giving myself completely to someone so quickly. It wasn't just his great smile, ability to make me forget everything bad in my life, or the way he opened the door for me. It was also the way he looked at me and the way he held my hand. It was the random dances in the middle of the street and the way he told me he loved me that made me want to be with him forever.
So here I am... Married, young, and still completely in love. My life is sometimes crazy, unpredictable, and composed of nights alone in my house. But I wouldn't change what I have for the world.
Goodnight everyone. Hope your not sleeping alone tonight.
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